nervous

takut betul nak presentation next week..

20 minit..

sangat berharap agar panel bukan dari bidang yang sama..huhhuhu

My need

I need a new handbag!!!

as desperately need!!!

seriously, I really need a new handbag..

did I mentioned I need new handbag??

Arggghhh...

I don't have any particular design of bag that I want..

But I really badly want sling bag quite long time ago..

So, sling bag can be the first choice..

yet, I need space..

so maybe I need to find sling bag with not so big space..

just enough for me to dump my things and his things inside..

No particular design and color  really a major problems..

Both my unties got a handbag with so many colors and I kinda like them though..

but...I don't know...

A few brands linger in my mind...

Esprit, Mango, Carlo Rino, Roxy, Billabong..

the very last choice will be Sembonia and Padini..

Their price within my budget..

I don't need expensive bag but brand is matter..heheheh hope there will be discount some more..

lets pray hard on that!!!

we'll see how it goes when I really go to hunt my handbag!!

Oh, and I just need ONE..

hihihihi 

Upgrade

ni nak citer skit pasal melayu kita..

bukan nak memburukkan sesama kaum tapi mintak amik jadikan renungan..

ecececeh..mcm nak bagi tazkirah plak..huhuhuh

so, I am not well for 5 days..

2 hari pertama sakit pala berdenyut-denyut sampai nak solat pon payah..rasa macam nak terkeluar biji mata bila tunduk..huhuuh

lagi balance 3 hari tu, demam panas sebab sakit pala yang melampau itu..

demam hari yang pertama tu tak lah rasa teruk sangat tapi cukuplah untuk memanjakan diri sendiri berehat..

tapi bila malam suhu badan meningkat dengan mendadak..amik keputusan esok nye kena jugak p klinik..

zaman moden skang nie demam skit kena p klinik, ngade2 sungguh..

sebab virus kuman bagai semua tu dah makin advanced..

kang kena denggi ker H1N1 ker (nauzubillah)..

I am all alone at home nak drive tu memang tak berani lah sebab tak sihat..

so, ajak lah Cik Nur'Ain my super-duper-lovely-you-are-the-best datang untuk teman and bawak g klinik..

going to klinik masa tu dah dekat kul 1 tghr lah sbb sebelum tu hujan sangat lebat..

first, going to klinik Melayu 1,

tengok2 dah tutup untuk rehat 

masa rehat 1-3 ptg!!

lamanya lah hai...

ok ok..takper..

went to klinik Melayu 2,

rehat jugak tapi kali ni,

masa rehat 12.30- 3 ptg..

mak aih..up lagi rehat..

fine...p umah my grandma makan nasik dulu...after that ask her for the nearest klinik..

dier pon bagi direction bla bla bla..

went to klinik Melayu 3..

masa ni jam dah pukul 3 lebih...

masa rehat 1-4 petang!!!

what the hell!!

before masuk p klinik melayu tu nampak lah klinik cina nearby, dah buka and ramai plak yang menunggu....

bila pikir2 balik..macam mana nak maju kalau rehat pun 3-4 jam..

then p jugak lah cari klinik melayu yang seterusnya sebab nak support melayu punya pasal..

time ni hingus pon dah leleh macam air paip!!

so, jumpa lah klinik yang buka and takdak patient pon..

register terus masuk jumpa doktor tak samapi 5 minit..

amik ubat, byr and blah...

it only took 5 minutes to see doctor but nak cari klinik yang buka dekat 2 jam!!!

buat abes minya keta jer..

 

Melayu kita, jom lah upgrade...

Double standard

I don't think anybody like double standard or treated like there is a double standard..

I don't like it either..

Lets just talk about very simple thing that happened in my university life..

kalau nak cakap dari zaman sekolah rendah ntah bila abes entry nie..

As a student, undergraduate postgraduate post doctoral as long as you are a student I don't see the purpose of double standard..

no matter where you from and what you want to do..

past is past..

important is the present..

and how you perform and delivered is matter..

graduate from not so popular university never made me shame of myself..

though, I'd rather proud..

I daresay that the lesson I learned there together with the technologies provided is really updated..

I think practical lesson is more effective rather than taking exam and theories..

I THINK..

but some people don't think so..

whatever..

torn

I hate making decision..

but we need the option..

I don't think people like to be in the situation where there is no option..

But sometimes, we don't need the option..

I really hope that I can be there to support..

but the circumstances didn't allow me to do so..

I am sorry and really hope it is the best for everybody..

I'll support from far ok??

T_T

Salad and Rayyan

I dislike veggies..

I do not know why yet i don't really care..

But, yesterday is buang tebiat...

Went out with Ain and En.Kanda to meet Rafi and his wife Sue with little baby Rayyan..

Rayyan is nearly 2 months old!!!

So, cute, fragile, smell nice except when he poo poo while we were about to have supper

But he cried so loud for his age and I kinda panic when I heard his crying...hahahah

nampak sangat belum bersedia ke arah itu :p

We went to Breeks again at Gurney to have dinner for Sue and Rafi while it is supper for us..

Flip the menu back and forth I seriously dunno what to eat so I end up suggest to E.Kanda that we will share our supper..

andddddddd.....

I ordered SALAD!!!!!

Seriously I dunno what the hell am I thinking by ordering Salad????

Its a beef salad..

When I think again, I ordered that because of the beef...not the salad and the picture is so yummy on the menu book..haish

When the salad arrived, I was like starring at my plate and eat the beef first...

Then I tried the veggies since it is a condition from En.Kanda..

I really taste the veggie thoroughly this time..

why??

because i want to remember why I dislike veggies so much at the first place..

For me, it is not about the taste..but its about the texture..

the texture of the veggies in my mouth is so weird..

it is so light and tasteless and bla bla bla..

Conclusion,

I try my best to love veggies but I am just not...hihihi

p/s: I am still waiting for the picture to be upload..I'll put soon....

symptoms

I am not feeling well past two days..seriously tired and feel like I am going to faint and i never faint in my life before like I didn't eat anything for whole week!the kind of feel on your first day of fasting...!for me...

It is hard for me to breath..honestly I feel so exhausted..I feel not enough oxygen and my head is spinning around..to make it worse, I had diarrhea..(-_-")

These symptoms going on and on for two days and a half minus the going-to-toilet-so-often part..

I talk to Eve and she said she experienced it before..

and she said don't stressed!!!

IS IT ONLY STRESS??

I personally don't think so..

I talked to Mak Bonda too..she asked why I didn't show up at office yesterday and I explained to her..

She said it is normal if you having these kind of symptoms while your 'good friend' visit..

It is the process of cleaning up your system..

IS IT ONLY CLEANING PROCESS??

I don't think so..

What do you think??

~~~~~~~sigh~~~~~~~

Nasi goreng kampung

I am officially loveeeeee Nasi goreng kampung at Breeks Queensbay Mall..

It just simple but hot and spicy..

Most important, no veggies..

:)

 

and the price is good too.....

lets' learn together

I always curious why Yaya posting "menu" is not the same as mine..

accidentally, I just figured out how...

If you're still using the old post editor, you might want to change to an update one where all the extra tools to make your writing easier..

Go to setting and find global setting,
don't forget to click save ...

click to enlarge

Good luck!!!

serious

here I am, stuck my nose on this screen doing serious stuff like writing..
answering questions for conference..
writing a journal which is still in progress and I'm stuck and of course writing in this blog..
I just feel the need to write..
but not on the serious matter..

sigh~~~~~~


It is past midnight..
I've drugged myself with caffeine but I need to sleep..
What a stupid action..
Seriously, you can't really think straight when you depress..
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I am hungry!!!!!
that's officially made me more depressed!!!

annoying

I can't say it is their fault and also I would like to stress out that this is not our fault too..
Surely we will do everything in our power to ensure that we will grip it tightly for solid two years but..
It seems like they did it on purpose.. sabotaging us..get rid of us..
not fair..
but with His will, we will fight for our right..

sound like I'm going to war..

depress betul!!!

Nervous and half done

I am so nervous just now..

but when I laid my eyes on it, I just shocked!!!

I never imagine it to be that gorgeous (of course from my point of view)!!

please next week come soon..

so I can try it on...

I am happy!!

the nervous is gone!!

I am excited!!

even it is half done..hihihihihi

He say She say

I want this,

He want that,

Compromise..shall we??

I Love You